I am not sure what to title this, but we'll see what happens.
Okay, so yesterday I played soccer, we had a two week break and I failed to do what I needed to do in order to play well. I did not defend as well as I should have, but I was able to do what had to get done.
So literally the entire SFC team came out to support us. It was so awesome to see them but also intimidating because it is like them watching themselves in the first year they started. Though they won games after game # 3 or 4, they were learning to play with each other, and feel each other out. We are still learning a lot and getting along better, but we are also growing very nicely. It was a tough game because all of our previous games were canceled so we were unable to play against other teams. It was the weather mostly. And tonight, we play again. I really want to do better so I am going to train myself to do well. I plan to give my self some time to exercise, and than take a nap before leaving for an event later today, and than the game. There was a party tonight at a friends house but I am not sure if I will make it yet..We will see.
So I was really down yesterday with my performance, but everyone kept telling me I did great, and all. Which I appreciated, but still, I do not feel like my best. I don't give up though. We should have won yesterday, and we could have prevented the goal that went in our end, but our defense lacked a bit in strength. Still, we should have won we had so many chances...What happened..Oh well, the past is past.
I am trying to ease up on my self because I find often I put myself down for many reasons. Confidence is key and unless I am able to believe in myself, why should others?
So, today, I plan to do better. I will focus more, concentrate, and make sure where I kick I aim. I know I am a good soccer player, my friends always tell me so it does lift my spirits. And I am glad I have that support. Support is important, it strengthens who we are, and let's our mentality know we are not alone. That is very important.
So today is a different day, a new day, a better day. I get to see great people, have fun, and do my best, and not let losing get to me like it did yesterday. I know my talents, braiding, writing, singing, blogging, well, blogging is a skill I think but I will get better...God has blessed me even when times are hard, and no matter what, things will be okay. I know because God is always watching and he will never leave.
So I hope you enjoy your day, keep your head held high and never give up!
Signed:
GyftedArtyst
